XANGA ! !

HELLO !
LIVEJOURNAL IS SO CALLED NO MORE IN USE FOR DAILY UPDATES BUT STILL AVAILABLE FOR OTHER USES.
MUAKAKA.
XANGA IS NOW THE THING. !
MUAKAKA.

NOW NOW NOW ! !

Went down to wardah's house.
I had loads of fun did stuff that didn't expect that we could be doing ! !

Read up more on my LIVEJOURNAL.
(:
See you there.

yeahyeah

MOREALA.LIVEJOURNAL.COM

I'LL BE MOVING THERE SOOOON.

HATE EXAMINATIONS ~

HELLO MELLOW,
Its 11.07 am I'm awake.
ALright kinda early cause usually during the weekend,i'll sleep all the way to 1-2pm.
I can't it it today cause i have to take that time and study.
YES study cause i've not done my revision yet AT ALL.
HORRIBLE i know.
Monday is SS & CHEM.
CAN SOMEONE TELL ME HOW TO STUDY SS ?
Freaking teacher. Since I'm in Sec 2 you have been teaching me History and SUCK! i don't know anything, I still remember i wrote rubbish on the paper itself RUBBISH means nothing related to the question.

Weahh came over to slack.
Planned to go town today.
& I don't think i can make it.
BUT,
I want to go to THAT flea market at town.
Its from 1-7pm today.
I WANT TO GO BADLY !
WELL, looks like i would have to only go the ones after exam ! !
FUCK EXAMINATION ! WHY UST WE START LATE ! OR ELSE NOW WE HAVE FINISH ALREADY !
CB LAH !

What more i expect ?

SUPER DANIAL ! !

Alright its 3 minutes to 1 am and I'm still awake.
YEAH.
I couldn't get to sleep cause i don't feel sleepy at all.
I slept the whole day after vomiting in school.
Went home 45 minutes earlier then usual cause i felt weak and my face was pale and VERY PALE.
Sorry Lynn if i could not take the Cd from my cousin's house cause i really didn't have the energy to do so.

Alright i think now its the right time for me to start studying cause if i study too early, i tend to forget everything.
Then what's the point for me to start early.YEAH.

ALL BEST TO MY FELLOW MATES WHO ARE TAKING THEIR MYE.
but i know most of the schools have already finish theirs.
SLOW ah my school.

Alright i think i better wash my face and head to bed cause its getting late.

Oh I'm changing my email soon.
aheem_freak sounds a bit childish, so time for a change people.(:
i'll inform you all soon soon soon once i created the new email.

Alright.
My blogger seems to suck very much.
I feel like moving to livejournal.
But i'm so not used to the things there and it so much different.
For blogger i an seem to but a tag board and links but for livejournal.
IT DIFFERENT.

Yeah i knew i should not be thinking all this stuff now but only after exam.
But exam seems to be so slow to be over.
I still have..
6 more papers to go.
& take freaking long and i'm freaking lazy to study..
Freaking lazy to even look at the book.
I know i should not be like that when i have more paper next weeks or even when i've already took 2 paper.

Okay should i move to livejournal or not?!

1 2 3

TeSTING TESTING ! !

Not so Happy

Oh its the weekend.
There is only 3 of us at home now.
Nadira, Danish & me
Danish is playing Sims 2
While Nadira is pulling all the towels & pillows at the window cause the weather is getting darker.
Monday is English paper.
& i don't even know what to study for it.
I think i'm very hooked with my comp.
VERY which is very bad.
HAiyaYO.

Alright did i say that 2 of my classmate was expel?
DAMN right?

Okay i want to go and makan.
I don't know what to blog.
Really.
Which i think its bad ):







THe JAPANESE GERL ^^

HIATUS

HELLO there,
Its been a long time since i've blog.^^
Oh yeah.
I had my first MYE yesterday & i screwed it up.

How life for all of you?
Mine is ALWAYS UPS & DOWN.
Thank God i have a friend who is there.
To guild me through the roads which i think that i can never go through but i did it.
(:

Alright i feel so lazy to blog each day.
EVERYDAY.
Alright, planned to watch movie today, i didn't attend school so i don't know wether will be watching a not.
Alright.
I'll blog soon.
^^

139.

School sucks like hell.
WELL maybe not.
I know around me there are still friends who care for me.
Right, not many but handful.
I'm still grateful.
I know i don't have much friends like you do.
But the amount of friends i got I'm thankful.

At least there is someone who knows how I'm going through now I'm pleased.
PeachRedTea makes me (:
I'm going to stand up right.
Its only the beginning.
& its like I'm losing.
NO no NO.

Alright.
I'm going to bathe.
& head to Yew Tee for my PeachRedTea.



I KNOW, YOU KNOW

the worst part of life.

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHERE JUST WENT WRONG ?

ALRIGHT.
I WILL NOT REALLY ELABORATE HERE BUT I JUST HAVE TO SAY HERE.
I CAN KEEP THE FEELING IN ME NO MORE.
I JUST FEEL SO .... NO WORDS COULD SAY HOW I FEEL.
MYC SONGS ARE MAKING ME SO EMO.

AHH I CAN'T CONTROL MY TEARS ANYMORE.
ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I SHED A TEAR.
WELL NOT THAT LONG BUT EVER SINCE THEN I NEVER SHED A TEAR.
AS I WAS CHATTING ON THE MSN MOMENTS AGO.
HEMAN WAS ASKING ME HOW'S MY LIFE SO FAR.
ITS BEEN SOMETIME SINCE I'VE ASKED MYSELF HOW IS LIFE SO FAR?
YEAH SO I SAT AND THINK.
ASKED HIM WEHTER HE WANTED A WHITE LIE OR A LIE.
HE CHOSES LIE.
WELL, BASICALLY MY ANSWER WAS "I'M VERY HAPPY".
"I'M SUPER DUPERLY KNOW EVERY THING WHAT I'M DOING IN MY LIFE"
"I SMILING EVERY MOMENT'
HIS ANSWER WAS
{I GET IT} {STOP, ENOUGH LA..}

I CAN'T HELPP BUT SITTING AT MY CHAIR HERE AND CRY.
YEAH.
CRYBABY HUH?
I DON'T CARE.
LIFE IS BEEN VERY UNFAIR FOR YOU, AND SAME GOES TO ME TOO.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
enough.
i should not treat him like that anymore.
no more.
lets take a step back.
MYE is coming damn near.
i've not even touch my books.
my mind is just not in the mood.
maybe I'm just born stupid.
But i remember mum told me no one is stupid.
its the matter of yourself.
WHATEVER I'M RIGHT NOW. I GOT ONE NE TO BLAME BUT MYSELF.
I'm slowly adapting to life how it should be.
GOD, please give me the strength, thats what I need the most now.
God, do teach me how to be independent.
Oh god.
I think i die.

*had this convo with darling just now.
me: i want to die ah
darling: y urh?
me: i just feel like dying then later wake up .
darling: y??
me: MYE is near. i don't want to take it at all.So die now i don't have to take it then after exam i wake up back.*

well i wish i can do that.
well good night readers.
have a great rest.
i wish you al the best in life.



ilove/missyou,darling.

I was shock to see this picture in my file & i loike it (:





I need to vacuum my room badly so i clean up at the front of my door cause there is my comp box which is SUPER-DUPER big.
I felt so tired so i decided to use the comp.
I on the camera ha-ha there i am taking STUPID pictures of myself.
NOW my room is in a mess.
OMG i can hear my mom screaming better start clearing things up.
aha byes!



look at the background ! my MESSY BED !


JUMBO the elephant(:

THE SUN IS DOWN

SUNDAY is going to be over soon.
Well i managed to finish up biology but only ONE topic while i think people have finished TONS.
I felt so lazy to continue when my parents came back home.
AT first dad wanted to head to Kallang to watch motor race.
Then i did want to cause it was already raining.
So we went over the causeway.
HEad home earlier then usual as Danish haven't finish his HW and Mum has many things to do.

Dear Nadia,
Stop being crazy over MAPLE and start concentrating on your exams.
So what if dad don't allow you to use the comp.
Seriously at my point of view ITS YOUR OWN GOOD.
I know you are reading this well maybe not today but some other day.
WE are worried for you.!
damn, mom&dad really don't know what just good for you.


& i'm talking on the phone with [UNKNOWN]
HE's being super irritating saying the word CUTE !
&& with his oh-so-iratting-step-cute voice asking who am i chatting on MSN now but I"M BLOGGING.
"sape tu kat MSN?"
-'no one'
"SAPE TU! bilang la"
-'NO ONE'
"don't bluff la think i no comp?"
-'DO YOU HEAR THE ALERT SOUND ?'
"no?"
-'THEN ! !'
"orh okies."
DUMB !

He gone crazy. *rolleyes*

DAMN,
I just finish talking on the phone with [insert name here].
DAMN !!
HE is freaking SELFISH !
So far i met guys who are selfish, none of them are THAT selfish.
eee,
SO selfish that i can't have any anniversary with any friends.
SIAO NE NEH !!!
Thank god he is not my GUY !
Ha, his next girlfriend is going to suffer !
Hmph, wait until i find out who is his next girl then i go warn her.
WAIT !
Should i warn or not?
Maybe, as a friend i should.
HAHAHA.

& thinking of [insert name here] makes my blood boils.
EEEE..
cause more pimples to come only.
BODOH NYE JANTAN.

8:33PM

Its friday and i longed started my weekend.
Its only how many more days till exam start.
I think about 20 more days.
& here i am slacking instead of studying.
Seems like I'm just still not in the mood to study yet which is HORRIBLE.

Like i said at my pervious post.
ORANG MAKIN PANDAI.
AKU JE MAKIN BODOH.

I was cleaning my cupboard in the afternoon.
I saw a few photo albums and in it have pictures of my sibling & my pictures when we were much younger.

Show nadia the pictures and this was what she said to me "EEE !! Last time i so no taste one."
HAHA.
Nadia,Nadia.

Ramdom shit

I just finish playing the camera with Nadira.
(:
We had great fun laughing.
Alrights.










I know how to take screen shot form OS already.
(:
My msn also can webcam.
(:
HAHA

BEST NYE

First time ever.

Hello there..
Its 4.01PM and i've not taken my bath yet.
EWW. yes EWW !
lets post in malay.!

Apa kabar?
Saya sungua happy.
Besok saya sudah boleh balek sekola.
Pasal saya takde itu disease .
Disease itu adalah HAND FOOT MOUTH DISEASE.
haha.
Bodoh pune ulcer dan itu bintek merah.
Buat saya dan mak saya dan kawan-kawan ku suspend aje.
Penah dengar tak "it's better to be safe then SORRY."
hehe

Exam dah nak start saya revision pon belom start.
Ape nak jadi.
Orang pergi sekola saya kat umah tido.
Orang belajar saya main computer.
Orang makin pandai, saya makin bodoh.
Bagos.

Saya tak suke exam ah.
Macam merepek gitu.
If tak ya exam ni sumer kan bagos.
Hari Hari no worry.
Hari Hari boleh hurray-hurray.
Tak tahu lah yang buat ni EXAM thingy.
Manyusah kan diri aku je.
Bodoh pune ORANG.

Okay aku dah nk start merepek lagi.
Saya tak boleh bubual malayu.
Saya mesti tulis cina.
I think kan, saya pune MYE for cina akan FAIL.
Fail rabak rabak pune.
Dalam class tk belaja.
Listen to MP3 bebual ngn Lynn&Shawn dan kawan kawan lain.
Kacau Cikgu, buat die marah.
Ish rabak ne.
Ni tk boleh jadi ni.

Okay the last post kan saya cakap saya ada WONDERFUL gift kan?
Awak guess apa itu.
Okay lah saya give clue.
The thing is white in colour.
haha.
Saya nak mandi dan start my revision.
Maybe kan saya MESTI stop main computer cause computer is too addictive.
Maybe i should be on haitus.
hais.
MCM MCM ah.

Oh, no school tomorrow(;

HELLO there !
I think i really have the disease.
WHICH IS BAD !
I'm going to miss many lessons, I'm going to miss all my friends in school.
I'm going to miss the food too.
Then i'll miss walking to school alone listening o my ipod or maybe my hand-phone.
Oh talking about hand-phone , the number of crimes in school is rising espically lost of handphones.
The school is not a safe place anymore, no more.
Anyone could be the victim.
ANYONE.
Just now after i left school, Lynn called and said she losted her handphone.
Well, she don't have any supect at the moment but sooner or later its going to get worst and we might even know who is the one who stole her phone.
She losted her whole wallet which has her ipod,earpiece and her and handphone then after recess she found her ipod with her earpiecce in her bag.
The THIEF actually just wanted the phone cause with the ipod he/she cannot sell unlike a phone you could sell it.
Oh what a friend the THEIF is, WHAT A FRIEND !


alright ENOUGH !
I went to funan just now.
AND i got a WONDEFUL GIFT !
(:

I shall continue tomorrow with pictures too.

NIghts.